ooOoo old crush!

okay so there is this guy who I was crazy about in college, I'm sure he knew...I hope he knew....i guess he has no idea that I have been wondering about him the whole time.....since the last time I saw him at the Ritz with his friends after a 3d studio group meeting....oh holy cow that guy makes my blood boil, my heart race....all sensibility floods from me when I'm around him, I become a completely ditzy broad. Okay so i haven't seen him in what...? 5 years! It's intersting how it came about that I should be in contact with him..total chance. I was working at ventana, and my brother just didn't show up one day....so not like him, so I got dropped off at Zoe's daycare, but she had been picked up (you have no idea how unusual this situation actually is) so i am taking the bus home and I am at the bus stop and this pimp looking older black man comes walking up..I mean smooth style and everything classy hat, pinstripe suit. He hands me this flyer for a church...Full Gospel Holy Temple, on Gillis ave. This poor flyer is in such bad design, bad reproduction..it's just terrible and I think no man of God with this fly ass suit should be walkin around handing out this crap of a flyer, so I was consumed with a need to make them a flyer, so I made it as a gift, you can see it in my gallery at http://sapgallery.blogspot.com ...anyways they were grateful for the flyer and decided to call me about a T-shirt design with a logo. we make a deal for the design (I'm broke ya'll God feels me on this) So he says he wants to use the current church logo in the design....and he says call this guy Chad for it....I knew in my gut it was him, but when I called it didn't sound like the Chad I remember, oh that low sexy slow talking with the silly looks and pause for effect style of speech...ooohhh he rocks so hard. There was this little noise that he used to make....I loved it, I dont know why I guess it was kind of a signature thing. So I called him....didn't ask about his family or relationship situation....just kept it simple and short and made my number available to him. Oh damn I really hope he is happy...selfishly I hope he is single, or at least not married. mmm...Chad dude....I feel like I have been waiting an eternity to bump into you....please call oh I hope he calls.....any guys out there that I have ever been with or thatI am currently dating...this is that one gy that holds precedence over you all...he could walk into my wedding ceremony after 10 years and steal me away from whoever is there, fo real I dug him that much.